I feel crazy...

I hung out with a guy this evening. A guy that I am totally crazy about, and yet I didn't have the balls to kiss him. Why oh why...? We looked around at the galleries, ate pizza and laughed about all sorts of stuff. We went down to a lower floating dock, and dipped our feet in the water. We laughed some more, and he let me put on his sweater when I was cold. We even had our arms wrapped around the other, and yet, I could not kiss him. I feel so crazy at the moment. My tummy has crazy feelings, and my head is racing with thoughts of him. I have not felt like this before. It's really weird. What will happen next?