It is Christmas time, and nearly my birthday. I don't feel that great. It may be due to the fact that both my older brother and sister will be out of town. The boy because he has to work. How tragic is that? Working in a bar on Christmas eve. It makes me think of The Apartment.
My sister on the other hand is abroad in England. Her husband's family lives there, and it is their turn to have them over for Christmas. Which is fair enough. I just miss them terribly. Especially my nephew. I love that kid to pieces.
I am also a bit depressed about my birthday. My mother has to work. Which she is terribly sorry for. I don't hate her for that at all. She promised me dinner. Which will be nice. I guess it's just that it will be a fairly lonely birthday. I may go see a movie on my own that day. I think Milk is playing. Sometimes that is what a person needs. A seven dollar movie in the dark with other strangers. It always makes me feel a bit better. I've never met anyone at the movies. But also, most people don't go to the movies on their own. What a strange person I have become.
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